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i had this profound spiritual moment at my weakest point

it was as if the god i did not know intervened into my ugliest breath
an ugly moment when i was within a selfish spiritual death cradle

it was as if the god i did not know sprinkled cosmic miracle dust
upon my personal chaos

it was as if the god i did not know caused calmness to settle
and love from a hand painted heaven to tremble my soul

i turned to the grey skies that day and made my desperate promise

'god i do not know you but - i give you my heart and soul'

'god i do not comprehend you but - i thank you and i will follow
the religion of your choice'

but no sound nor sign was heard nor seen in return

and no religious logo was shown to light up my failing life

so i took that upon myself

not to choose a man made religion at all
but to control my own skies

thus i accept your shaking heads and lost sighs
i even embrace your evil hate and frustrated scorn
i forgive you as if i was practicing a yet to be defined 'ism'
i smile through every day just as you - as if it is free porn

... .thurlo.